Damn I feel Alone
Question:
Hi Squire, Your’re not alone. Welcome back! Aware1 — Toto… I don’t think we’re in Kansas anymore.
Response:
Haven’t posted for a while but here I am again.
Welcome back, Squire! Had a job interview on wed. went ok I think ? Don’t find out for another week.
Good luck. Doctor has decided to give me Temazepam, this is supposed to help me sleep, but its midnight and i’m not tired so go figure.
Insomnia is so draining. PDOC gave me trazodone and it’s helped. If the med isn’t helping you sleep, you might want to call the Doc and tell them you’re not sleeping. They may need to change the type of med or dose. On the plus I ahve been out for the first time in a month and interacted wuth other people.
Good for you! It’s so hard to get out there. I haven’t interacted like that in a couple of years. Saw some ‘friends’ and was told by one of them to stay away from them as I just brought them down. Apparently its not fair of me to unburden myself on them… I ahve listened to tales of bulemia, anerexia and attempted suicide. Only I and the doctor know who did this out of our froup but even they won’t help. Maybe I remind them of what it’s like to be like this.
We painfully find out who our true friends are. My best friend walked away from our relationship because she couldn’t handle ‘me’. Dealing with the reality of my situation forced her to face her demons. And she prefers denial. You’re a good friend by being a good listener. I hope you make more friends and surround yourself with support. And ASD is here for ya, too. Spoke to really beautiful girl who I used to know got on really well but we drifted apart over the night and she left with another guy. So same old same old, it was like I decided that I’m not good enough to speak to you so I’ll stop, God I am such a Twat some times. Later Peace, Love and Respect Squire
Relationships are so complicated and scary. We never know what the other person’s thinking. Hope your weekend goes well. Eeyore Moo "Music is the art of feeling with sounds."
Response:
Haven’t posted for a while but here I am again. Had a job interview on wed. went ok I think ? Don’t find out for another week. Doctor has decided to give me Temazepam, this is supposed to help me sleep, but its midnight and i’m not tired so go figure. On the plus I ahve been out for the first time in a month and interacted wuth other people. Saw some ‘friends’ and was told by one of them to stay away from them as I just brought them down. Apparently its not fair of me to unburden myself on them… I ahve listened to tales of bulemia, anerexia and attempted suicide. Only I and the doctor know who did this out of our froup but even they won’t help. Maybe I remind them of what it’s like to be like this. Spoke to really beautiful girl who I used to know got on really well but we drifted apart over the night and she left with another guy. So same old same old, it was like I decided that I’m not good enough to speak to you so I’ll stop, God I am such a Twat some times. Later Peace, Love and Respect Squire * Sent from RemarQ http://www.remarq.com The Internet’s Discussion Network * The fastest and easiest way to search and participate in Usenet – Free!
