re; i feel down and alone ( long)
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My dear family; I use now for months remeron 30mg, and i thought that it would be better now. But i was wrong, i still don’t sleep, and i don’t feel very happy. My sex life is on the north pool, and when i ask Roel when will this be better the only thing he say is, when your head is clear than will that be back. But he has the same answer on everything, if it is sleep, sex, doing things in the house. Dammn always the same answer. This morning i have made a call to the hospital to ask if my psychotherapist is better, ( she is ill from half dec;) no she is not back. What for the hell !! how can i talk with somebody who is not there, and than Roel When i was there the last time? Don’t worry everything will be alright. All the things what whe talkt abaut, they don’t care. But they leave me with feelings that i can’t give a place, and that is not fair. The time that Albert had canser and that he was almost dead, All the things abaut my father and mother, that i miss those two so much, and the miscarriage i had just before my mother died, He has it always over the time that i went to school, yes that was not the best part of my life, 6 years after the world war 2, i went to the first time to school, and it was here in the Netherlands so that you had to go to school on saterday, Whe did that not, i am sevenday adventist. the next thing was that i was a jude, and that that imbo from germany had forget us. And that where not only the other childeren but also the teachers. this has take place for 3 years and after that everybody who had the nerve to call me name’s they went KO, so that is something that i take care for. but when i have to believe Roel, than was this the cause from my P/A. maybe the horss who was on the run in street where i live’t at that time. these are all things what they brought up in me, and now they leave me on myself. Roel don’t has the time, or he don’t want take the time i don’t know anymore but i will ask him when i see him again, and he better has a good answer. Who the hell he thinks he is? but this will not happend again, When i talk to him again i will ask him if he wants this for a while, not long 6 months will do it, but he has the P/A 4 times a day. for every meal and before he goes to bed. That will do it, and than shall i say to him, Clean your head and everything will be ok. thank you for listen. Love Diana.
Hi Diana, I am so sorry to see that you are still struggling. You sounded a bit more up a few weeks ago. Has anything changed to make you feel this bad again? Roel doesn’t seem to me to be helping you as much as he should. Would you consider a different therapist? Thinking of you Diana. Love from Caz..x — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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